okok no more sad thingy. got to be happy =D

No nid worry abt me =D
i m ok

It been a torturing week. I m sad basically. i shouldnt be say anything out to her, at least she might be happy.i make her cry...feel so useless.why did i say it out.i should hav kept it at the bottom of my heart and everything might be jus fine.it hurtful to see her sad and tear.i enjoy being by her side, i still remember the happy day we had together and dream of wad we would do in future but...

Right now i dunnoe whether we r jus frend or wad we used to be b4 the sad thing happen. i m confused. i wan to pretend nth had happen. hope she doesnt noe anything abt it and at least i was the one suffering not her.i try to nap or sleep, tryin not to tink too much but i jus couldnt control my mind... whenever i tink i will feel sad or feel like cryin...wad shld i do???

has everything come too late? or we shldnt hav started it at all. i dun wan to see her sad or cry anymore. i will jus wait for her. wait till she is rdy.

Hai...been feeling quite moody these few day. Nth much to say anyway...

Really very boring at home until now i hav so much free time to blog for u all =.=

I sign in to the msn for 10 time in the afternoon then can only see a few people online , somemore the same person then either put away or busy =.= I put my handphone beside my face while lying down to watch tv hopin some kind soul would msg me haha. I was at home with my sis but it jus so boring...

I watched quite alot of show today. Wondering if the plot is lousy or jus sianz that no one is watching with me... i take out ice cream , my soda water and tibit to eat... more and more pimple started to grow on my face. haiz i think i need go exercise le if not turn obese =.=

Sometime i really dun noe wad i should do... there is always a consequences and side effect for everything we do. Will that decission of mine make matter worse or for the better. No one knows... so lets jus leave it alone

Wooooooooo.... it has beeen a long time sincee i updated my blog le. Time to revive it =D

Hmmmmm... wad should i say for my blog??? kinda of rusty in my brain after my Oh level has pass for quite come time. Haiz... quite alot of ppl hav leave after Oh level so sianz now. Last time when i was outside staff room i was so forward looking to holiday but now not so. Kind of miss school life now.

Right now i been goin for band pratice for the upcoming concert =D didnt go for job hunting with others... which boss would wan me??? but nvm.

Wah piang leh... i really feel boring at home...really got nth to do =.=