I miss 4E1 ! the class the teacher the ppl the cca the food and everything =( i miss my friend.everyone seem to hav change in one way or another...i hav change too. life is gettin more boring and sian...i got no goal in life. nth make me happy like last time. i m like turning into a bad guy...so fan and stress. i dunnoe wad to do in life. i dunnoe whether to go jc now or anot.i dun hav a close frend in my class..i m lonely and sad... i miss everything tt is happening last year...everything single little thing whether happy or sad. i noe it canot happen again...it can only remanin as part of my memory. everyone got a life to go on and decission to make. i hate to make decisson tts why i often say anything or dunnoe...at least it make me feel better. i go new sch or environment i find it hard to start a stable and gd friendship with other...it takes a long time to see one's character and i hate it. i dunnoe to choose jc or poly now...everything seem so blur to me now...i m confused...i really dunnoe wad to do next.i m goaless. i sometime feel like screaming at the top of my voice and punch sumthing. i wan to be happy but i jus couldn't...i really got no idea wad is wrong with me. i miss the day in henderson...at least i noe wad i m trying to aim for...my o level and everyone would work toward tt goal =) but life now is different for everyone. many thing hav happen after o level but i tend to remember the sad thing =.= i sometime feel so useless. when ppl is fan wad do they do??? cut wrist, smoke, take alcoholic drinks, drug, fight or jus find trouble and maybe tinking of sucide... i m really scared really really very scared... i m scared to hav changed. why can't life be the same as it used to be where everyone used to be happy and good. maybe time will heal everything. i dun wan to lose anyone or make relationship worse... i m so afraid... maybe next time when we met outsdie somewhere we may jus bypass each other like stranger. i wan to cry , i feel like crying but can anything help??? maybe time will heal everything...i dunnoe

Being happy is a good thing. but its sumthing tough to be happy. everyone had their own problem. jc life is okok only. my group is not tt gd...everyone is scattered around........