It been a torturing week. I m sad basically. i shouldnt be say anything out to her, at least she might be happy.i make her cry...feel so useless.why did i say it out.i should hav kept it at the bottom of my heart and everything might be jus fine.it hurtful to see her sad and tear.i enjoy being by her side, i still remember the happy day we had together and dream of wad we would do in future but...
Right now i dunnoe whether we r jus frend or wad we used to be b4 the sad thing happen. i m confused. i wan to pretend nth had happen. hope she doesnt noe anything abt it and at least i was the one suffering not her.i try to nap or sleep, tryin not to tink too much but i jus couldnt control my mind... whenever i tink i will feel sad or feel like cryin...wad shld i do???
has everything come too late? or we shldnt hav started it at all. i dun wan to see her sad or cry anymore. i will jus wait for her. wait till she is rdy.
